Innocent SinsINNOCENT SINS
Struggling for breath
Darkness closing in
I couldnt see anything but you
Searching for light
Silent thoughts screaming in my head
A thousand eyes, condemning
Just a layer of skin to protect me
I trip and stumble
Fall down hard
Check my wounds.
These scars have burned watery tracks down my eyes
My visions blurred
I cannot see
I tear at my skin
It wont come off
I bleed. I wish it would stop.
I can see your smile
Give me the real memories.
Remember your skin
His arms wont protect you.
I feel no cold
The air gets thick
The wind carries whispers from my past
Take my hand, Ill show you what it is to love
Ill show you
The only thing I ever loved; was you.
Tiny hearts, small and twisted
Yours and mine, how I missed it.
All because I believed the words you spoke
I read the things you wrote.
Promises are empty
Promises that you wont keep.
Next Time I PromisePeople always change, they never ever finish the same
A brand new day, a brand new game
A brand new way to hide your pain
Fingers crossed, legs and toes too
You never knew, how sorry I was to you
You always hugged me when I felt blue
You were always there, to hold me through
Close your eyes, exhale your fears
No need, to bring those awful tears
Hold your breath, and hope I do too
Im not sure, if Ill wait for you.
Fill your lungs, breathe in your last
Its okay, hold my hand fast
I take a step, over the line
I pull you close and you me follow fine
Now that, were leaving this world
Care to, of told me how you felt
Too late were already there
Maybe next time, before we died here.
Six Feet UnderI dont want to see the dead
I dont want to fade away into dust
Six feet under
Locked away in a box
For all eternity
Bundled up tight
Get me out.
Get me out.
The End.Can you feel your heart beat racing
Shake your head and bit your lip
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
Tears fall down onto the page
Youve this wrong its too far gone these sheets tell of regret
Mixing with the ink
I admit that I, am just a fool for you, I am just a fool for you
Sliding down the letter
Here, is where, we both go wrong
Taking its harsh words with them
Cos this is what, makes you feel alive
But you can already remember without looking
Here, is where, we both, go wrong
You rest your head in your hands
In this moment, when we both ignore the truth, its all over, its all over
Tears of your own squeeze out between your fingers
I feel your heart, against mine, so take a breath and close your, eyes.
Brush them away and suck it in
My heart is dead its way past breathing
The door slams as you walk out
Something has gone terribly wrong
I Hate You So Much.I hate you so much. I hate you I hate you I hate you.
I wish you would die.
I want the anger to end.
I want the pain to end.
I want you and me to end.
thats a lie.
I want you to not hurt me
I want you to love me
take care of me
think Im beautiful
and the best thing in your life.
I want everything
I want you
I want everything I cant have
I want death
I want life
I want you
I want to cry
I want to hurt everyone for what theyve done to me
for not understanding
When I say
I didnt lie
It was never told
Ill hold you till the end
Pull you back from your gaping demise
I wont let go.
You push away
You didnt want..?
But I thought?
It wasnt real?
Meet you at the end
Lights are Fading
Lights are fading
Darkness is closing in
Walk home in the moonlight
Not too fast, your not in a hurry.
You want your place in the world
Your place is not your home.
You want your safe place-
A crypt below hells waters.
Even deeper than the core of the earth itself.
A greater distance than the ends of the universe,
Anywhere away from home.
Youve arrived at the front door
You wish you hadnt.
Time slipped while your mind wandered.
You push the door open
Closing it as quietly as you could
Holding your breath
Not daring to make a sound
Fear grips your heart as you climb the stairs
Each step as softly as you can
Bare feet padding along the carpet
You make it to your room
Close the door and lean against it
Releasing the breath youve been holding all this time
You turn to your bed and slip beneath the covers
Letting their coolness brush against your body
Yet the feel warm compared to your icy skin.
You took what wasnt yours
You stole me soul
You pushed your way in
I lay there screaming, inside and out
You hold your hand over my mouth
Stifling my cries
You forced yourself inside me
Stabs of pain
Again and again
Breaking every part of me
My soul now gone
I screech into my pillow
Heart wrenching against my chest
The tears spill over.
Walk Along the Edge
She walks along the edge
Tiptoeing on the dividing line
She turns to look at the paths
Left goes to heaven
Right goes to hell
Dancing on the thin wire
Cutting into her skin
She barely feels the pain
Its numb compared to the pain in her heart
She wants to throw herself off the edge
Tumble, twist and turn
Fall into darkness
Let it swallow her whole
No one would ever know she was there
No one would know shes gone
She would disappear
Be gone from the world.
Just like she wanted.
She took a step.